PinnedThe world is shit, but you don’t need to be.I am an active nihilist, or what some like to call, a positive nihilist. I believe the world is chaos, and there is little we can do about it. The people who have the power make the collective rules we must live by, and contrary to the public’s perception, voting…Nihilism7 min read
Aug 8Finding that elusive balanceI am writing this free-writing style. No edits, no re-reads, no grammar check, and no planning. These are unfiltered thoughts as they exist at this moment. I spent the majority of my life in a chase. A chase for peace, a chase for my personal utopia, and the most toxic…5 min read
Aug 5ThoughtsI feel helpless and hopeless. The joy has been ripped from my life, and if I was to pinpoint a time it started, I can’t. It has been a culmination of decisions, heartbreak, adversity, and hopelessness. I know my family and friends will ask what they could have done to…3 min read
Jul 21I don’t hate conservatives, but…When I was 18, I helped my cousin run for Congress. He was a Republican and lost to a Democrat in that election. It was 1992. He stayed active in the party as a major donor, fundraiser, and leveraged his way into a federal judge appointment. He was a very…2 min read
May 26Demonolatry and me, perfect togetherI posted this pic on Facebook five days ago by writing this: “Christianity is the victor; therefore, they wrote their “history” to contain a fear factor known as Lucifer/Satan. In reality, the good/evil axis is blurred heavily and defining a character as good or evil is flawed. Worship whatever deity…Christianity7 min read
May 17How to Journal using the “3G Method”I try to journal as often as I can, but my schedule doesn’t always permit time to sit down and freely write as frequently as I would like. I have run into other roadblocks such as “what do I write about,” and “shit, I am stuck.” I know what you…Journaling4 min read
Apr 202022 Harley Davidson Sportster S Review250 miles into the new Sportster S; therefore, I feel slightly qualified to give a review for you all who give a shit about bikes other…Harley Davidson7 min read
Apr 8How I Cope in 6 Methods.I deal with a lot of mental baggage, which has manifested into a litany of lettered diagnoses. I am not using them as a badge of honor, or something to be proud of. They are a burden, and they present challenges for me daily. Every person has to deal with…Mental Health3 min read
Apr 4The Cost of Living is DeathI welcome death. Relatively speaking, I have had a life of chaos, stress, heartbreak, and I am not always sure if I am capable of feeling the intense joy of living I once did. I go through intermittent bouts of happiness, sadness, depression, and cheerfulness. The inconsistent wave of intense…2 min read
Mar 28From birth, we dieI always have trouble sleeping. I am not an insomniac, but I am a busy man with a variable schedule. Gym ownership doesn’t always reward you with a set schedule daily. Therefore, waking up one day at 8am and the other at 4am can throw your body into a loop…Existentialism4 min read
